2011年10月3日星期一

i cry~~


i don't know what else to do~~
so i cry...
i cry~~
but nobody hears me...
i cry~~
it's only my solution...
i cry~~
to all my confusion...
i cry~~
with all of my heart...
i cry~~

2011年9月28日星期三

learn to let go~~

sometimes~~
we will holding our faith without bother anythings...
but...
i try to ask myself...isn't this is the thing that i want to achieve???
perhaps the answer will be 'no'~~
but we can't figure out the path way that we actually expect,
nobody will gave the actual answer to us...because we're controlling our life~~
there are no hints to show us what will be done on our next step...
maybe we should learn to let go...
persistence is good for us for sometimes,but it's really for sometimes...we must trying to receive from others and realize that what we really need~~
life is good...but people always escaped to accept the truth~~
Am i?maybe~~

2011年9月12日星期一

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival~~中秋节快乐~~

enjoy your mid-autumn festival...^^
wow~~various flavor of mooncake~~i want to taste it one by one~~delicious~~
oops~~'gong zai' biscuits~~
yea~~mooncake~~and love the decoration...^^

2011年9月8日星期四

Question~~no!!!

what should i do if i see someone's getting hurt?
don't bother?
cause i can't do anything~~
Can you listen to me?
no~~
you're never...cause you always being you~~
please~~trying to listen other maybe you will gain more from there...Am I???
I know~~cause....i'm always did...;-)

2011年9月6日星期二

Blindness~~

I'm standing at the t-road,but there is no instruction for me to make a choice~~and i didn't realize which path i'm going to toward...GOD~~can you give me some hints??

2011年9月5日星期一

moody~~


life is always full of challenges~~
haiz~~i'm just back from my uncle's funeral...
he was such a kindly uncle that i haven't seen in year~~
when i looked at his photo,it was recall my memories and there were very sweet~~
now almost the mid-autumn festival~~and make me so~~so~~sentimentality...
uncle had a small business last time...
he was a toy's seller,so i had a lot of toys can play since i was a kid~~
i still remember every lantern i played was he gave to me...(sweet)
i always saw his smiling face and he always make fun to us~~;-)
even he was left but the spirit was never end...
we will always remember every things that u did and hopefully u will have your peaceful life in other world...REST IN PEACE~~叔公~~

2011年9月3日星期六

Myself~~

不败给风
不败给雨
不败给夏天的炎热
拥有强健的身体
没有欲望 绝不生气 常常静静的在微笑着
一切的事情都不把自己估计在内
常看~~常听~~
了解,然后不会忘记...
东边如有生病的孩子,就去那里看护他吧!
西边如有疲倦的母亲,就去那里给予关怀吧!
南边如有快要离去的人,就去那里告诉他不要害怕~~
北边如有人在争吵或起诉,就告诉他们不要为了无聊的事情吵吧~~
我想~~
在天气干旱时流眼泪~~
在炎热的夏天不知所措的步行....
被人们称为木偶...不被称赞...不知痛楚...
我~~就想变成这样~~


2011年9月1日星期四

Meditation~~

wow~~a movie that i love so much~~
it's give me the code how to begin my fresh new life and give many hints for me to be happy...
whatever i want to achieve just go ahead~~
if you love or miss some one...just let it be~~
don't always try to rebel our own thinking~~
fine~~i got it...thanks~~LIZ~~

2011年8月31日星期三

cheer up~~

did i SMILE today???
haha~~i did...;-)
dear~~myself~~
all the bad things will go away from me...
cheer~~elaine~~cheer~~world~~

my life is turning blue~~

I felt so upset~~
cause a lot of things not under control by myself~~
but I always trying to make it bright~~
sometimes...i believe in miracle...
but~~that's not always be~~
what's PEOPLE really means???
i rather that U take away all the senses of mine~~
than...i'm not bother anything and won't feel sad any more~~
GOD~~;-(

2011年8月29日星期一

闷闷闷~~

早晨美好的心情被吹灰了~~
应该说很blue吧~~
怎么开始觉得日子越过越难过啊!
好多事情都不在我掌控之中~~
有些预想好的事情却比原定来得早~~
我还没学会接受呢~~
grey???dark???好像更糟...;-(
今天~~原本很开心等着接妈咪出院的~~
但刚刚来电说...得等明天了~~
感觉上被泼了一桶冷水~~开始好想念妈咪哦~~;-(
今天~~婆婆从叔叔家回来了~~我....并不是很开心~~
沉静了一个星期,我好不习惯回到从前的那个争吵时候~~(希望不再有...但...)
以后~~维护妈咪的时间会越来越频密~~因为~~我不想她再受伤害~~
开始觉得这世界本来就不公平的~~那些自私的人~~永远都被维护着~~
天啊~~我可不知哪天我会疯了做出一些越举得事~~




first day during holiday~~

erm~~what i'm going to do during this holiday???
haha!!!is keeping gain weight~~
wow~~these junk food going to accompany my holiday times...^^
sure that i will become a 'ta fei po' after open school~~and no more exercises~~just~~enjoy with these~~kakakakak...;-)

2011年8月27日星期六

2011年8月23日星期二

it was over~~


Finally~~the thing that i worried bout was over...i felt so relaxed~~
mum was finished her operation even she's still in the 'blur' situation,
but luckily there was nothing happened accidentally~~
i'd worried from this morning but trying to forget bout it...
cause my lovely friend having her big day today...
hehe!!!happy birthday...JENNY ONG SHU WEN...;-)
you're the lucky one...cheer up...
mummy too...u still need to see your pretty daughter...hmmmmmmmmmm...
get married...

2011年8月22日星期一

my wish~~



i wish you will be healthy on the day come~~
GOD bless to my lovely mum...everything will be fine tomorrow,we all support u...your sweetie...;-)

2011年8月12日星期五

erm~~art of life...


wow~~i just watched a movie name 'Missing<深海寻人>'...
a very nice performances...i love the way SinJie acted...
and the story quite touching...even a little bit not in situation...haha!!!
The actress suffering in mentally ill...so a little confused with the character...
but...i understand what the theme means...
some more the theme song very suitable in condition...
so~~~~~~i enjoyed it....;-)

2011年8月11日星期四

SmiL3~~


Hooray~~finally the exams were over...^.<
haha~~sure that a very bad result i got...
by the way...who's care???
woohu~~im waiting for my school holiday this fall...2 weeks some more...;-)
after that is my death time...lol~~at the moment,im going to lose everthing that i expect...;(
Alright~~don't think too much...im not control my destiny but i control my life...加油!!!

2011年8月8日星期一

haiz~~upcoming exam...;-(


To all my lovely friends~~
who gonna take their exam soon...
good luck and try your best...^^
what i wish is the exam can over as fast as possible~~
hehe!!!i wanna go for REST!!!!;-)


2011年8月4日星期四

wow~~thirsty~~


haha~i'm having my orange juice with me...;)
A very hungry afternoon i'd been...
finally~~i'd finished my lunch...still feel that not enough for me...
cause i'm waiting 4 the day come...^^
haiz~~we had discussed many restaurant we wonder go...still didn't have the conclusion...
any suggestion???no~~maybe i should ask my wallet see whether any suggestion it gave...
haha!!!waiting waiting waiting...^^

2011年7月31日星期日

A new day has come~~


Hooray~~finally we'd finished all the school's performances...^^
feel very tired after this...thus,very excited too...
cause i can slow down my step and focus to enjoy my life(haha!a lazy people always expect this)
Haiz~~but we'll start our school exam from next week,guess that will very busy after that...
a lot of exam need to take,and teacher trying to give us more homework and exercise...;-(
Besides that...one thing that we expect is jen's upcoming birthday...still have no idea with any restaurant we want to celebrate...some more we facing d finance promblem...;(
Damn it!!!i really spend a lot money since this few month ago...very sad ‘bout this...
Paid for the MUET and the fee of 2K...totally bankrupt...;-(
so~~is the time for me to save money,if not i just can stay at home waiting d money come...
hahaha!that's impossble...^^
lol~~khai ling them just back from Thailand last night,bought a lot of snack and souvenirs 4 me...
see~~i really become a 'fatty' plus~~'ugly'~~have a long time didn't 'ban leng leng'
like a kampung girl~~STOP!!!people always said that is no more ugly girls...just lazy...
i don't want become this type of people...but still not the time for me to change...
just trying to tell myself...WAIT ME~~haha!!!very bored ma~~

2011年7月29日星期五

周末的来临~~


我的心情天象预测...晴天...

haiz...最近忙碌得快要透不过气了...学校的功课是一样,活动又是另一样...
烦啊~烦啊~烦啊~明天又得从早忙到晚的...只希望活动可以顺利的结束啊~
我可不想又留下一大堆伏笔的...‘拾手尾’...
天啊~~我明天可要变成‘红彤彤’的圣诞老人啦!!!my plaint red T~~
by the way...hope that every things will be fine 2mr,and i can go back home early...
i need a time 2 sleep all night long...^^

2011年7月25日星期一

夏季~~被融化了~~

我的心情天象预测...晴天!!!

好一段日子没更新我的博客了,只能说2011年的我过的太充实也太冲逐了~~
本因在这个段时间更忙绿的,但...累了...想停下脚步了...
在过去的半年里,我似乎尝尽了人生的酸甜苦辣...
好多的愉快不愉快参扎在一起,以泪洗脸的日子,破碎的情谊~~
让我一夕成长了...亲情~~也不过如此而已...
hmm~~叹了一口气,我告诉自己...
我没有再叹气的理由,每个人的明天本来就应该过得比今天要好...
回过头看的只是过往,我的责任是往前迈进...再痛,都得忍着...
经过的伤痛是一种考验,虽然付出的代价很大,可我还是相信这世上是有真理的...
所谓今日胜昨日之我~~微微笑就能让心情愉快啦~~我的话剧还没正式上演呢!
何能说放弃呀!老话一句...加油啊!为我身边的每一个人加油...;-)

2011年1月19日星期三

无法停下的脚步~~

我的心情天象预测...阴晴不定!!!


睁开眼的那一刻...累啊!!!
我的生活又要开始忙绿到闭上眼的那一刻...
放弃???不~~我不可以就这样放弃...懂得劝人,我就得更坚持...
告诉自己~~当我再次睁开眼的时候...一切辛苦都会过了...
i believe...i can do it!no matter how hardest we're face,is only now...
when it over...our future will full of brightness and colorful,we just insist our faith...
our way wont far away from us...bless to all my dear friends whose trouble in something...
tomorrow is another day...good luck...^^